butterflies....

Jeff,

How is it you still give can give me butterflies when you kiss me? Sometimes it's so bad I don't know what to do with myself. I get overwhelmed with how much I love you.

Prince of Persia...

Jacob and I went to see Prince of Persia tonight. And I was not expecting much, because from what I heard it wasn't very good. But seriously, it was amazing! Jacob and I (and the little boy who stood up and pretended he had a sword during the fight scenes) loved it!
The action was awesome. The story was really good, the ending was surprising, and I mean can you really get any hotter than Jake Gyllenhall in his get up? A lot of the lines were cheesy but it didn't make it less awesome for me. I liked it almost as much at the first Pirates of the Carribean.
Also Alfred Molina was hilarious! and I loved him!

-ps i have a crush on jake gyllenhall's arms and eyes

best jacob night all year...

I have this dear friend named Jacob. He is super sweet, and silly, and very much fun to be around.
I haven't spent as much time with him this year as I did last year, and I'm a little dissapointed for that. Tonight I went to his new place to pick up some drawings and paintings, and ended up staying for a few hours. First we survayed the new apartment, thought of decorating ideas, explored the closests, etc... But this storm sort of blew up very quickly, and I suggested we go out on the balcony to look at the lighting. And boy, did we see some lightning!!
I have never seen such bright, colorful lightning, and such defined and long bolts of it! (even better than the night I drove out by myself to look at it) At one time a bolt snaked it way across the entire sky. It was so amazing.

I never realized how much I need Jacob in my life. He was one of my best friends last year, and this year I spent more time with Ben and Ryan. Who are total sweethearts. But they do a lot of the talking, and it can be hard for me to get a word in. Sometimes it's nice to just talk to Jacob, because he listens. And he has some good stories. But we talked about everything from rain and storms, to relationships, to painting. It was a good time. It wins my favorite night with Jacob of the whole year!

Homestead

yesterday a group of us- Ben, Billy, Andrew, Claire, Erica, and I- all went up to Homestead Heritage for lunch. It's this small menonite community that makes they most fantastic food. Not only did we enjoy a delicious meal, but we enjoyed walking around the farm, and petting the animals.
But my favorite thing was easily the strawberry rhubarb pie!

You've got it bad....

My friends and I were driving back from a movie, and my friend brings up how much he misses his boyfriend (even though he just saw him yesterday). He then tells us how he was dreading leaving, and that he was getting mad and upset the whole day because he knew he had to leave at some point. Erica goes on to say, thats how you know you've got it bad for someone, when you miss them when you are still with them.

I can relate to this.

reading break

Yesterday I spent a few hours on campus reading my book for my history class. It was extremely enjoyable to be outside in the shade, listening to the birds, and watching the squirrels. I tried to feed some nuts to the squirrels but instead a very pretty blue bird came and ate it.

The two biggest distractions for me....

...Hannah Montana marathon, and Jeff.

very off my nut...

some days I wonder where my brain has got to...

my mom and brother wonder some days how i live by myself.